Your Purpose

We all have a purpose with the provided help from your father (God) you can gain the gift of knowing your purpose and living it out. As an adolescent I struggled with depression I had what you would call a generational curse I spent majority of my time hidden in my room, eating badly and struggling with my appearance. I’ve always had an idea of whom God was I knew he created the earth and all things that reside on it but what I didn’t know was why he created me. I wondered and questioned my reason for being created majority of my life. I felt as if my presences was not needed me being created was in vain and I served no purpose on this earth I felt that way throughout Middle school all the way till the end of High school. After High school things got a little better for me I started to come out of my shell. Little did I know what waited for me after climbing out of this shell! I found myself looking for love in all the wrong places trying to be defined by my boyfriend other individuals that I called my friends but truly were not my friends. I suffered for years all because I allowed suffering in my life I never lost sight of the fact that God is the one and only creator I just ran from my father and tried to make my own way without him. I've learned in my 28 years of living that all humans have this one thing in common that they will disappoint each other in one way or another and with that knowledge I learned to trust God 100% I know he will not turn his back on me through his son I have eternal life. I fell upon so many hardships putting my all into other sources besides God. Being lost and lacking knowledge of who you are is a very scary way to live. It’s like driving a car and not knowing what any of the safety signs on the road mean. I created friendships without consulting with God, I created a child without consulting with God and I even took a huge step and married without asking my father is this what he wants for me I lived my life footloose and hard headed. Not until I decided to trust God and accept that I cannot live my life let alone make any decisions without conformation from him did start to really live and not just exist. After suffering through years of frustration and pain from those I loved the most, did I realize that no amount of happiness worldly living gives me will amount to the true love and happiness God had in store for me! God is my real and only true love through him I learned that he does not want me to be in love with the things or people he bless me with or provide for me on earth he does want me to love everyone unconditionally. But, before you love others unconditionally what about yourself? I had to go to God with my heart ready to receive him cry out for forgiveness for my trespasses and ask for help with forgiving my trespassers. I had to be delivered from self-hate and later I will discuss all the different levels and ways self-hate can take over your life without you even realizing it. After doing this which took years and it was not easy did I get to the place I am now, I finally recognize and fully understand who God is creating me to be I am a creation in his image and my purpose will be served through pleasing him and seeking him! I do stress this to you and to myself as well as you grow in Christ you will begin to know more and more about who you are but you must seek him because who you are is hidden in your mighty Father. By me seeking God continuously and crying out to him he finally revealed a portion of my purpose and that is to be a service to his people after I was blessed with the wisdom and heart of loving unconditionally I realized im supposed to assist those that feel as if the world has turned its back on them and to lead them in a better direction the right Direction to God and his son. Field of Vision Family resources is here to service the community in more way than one.